Monday, June 14, 2010

came to home town(NELLORE) problems here screw me a lot

came home on 13th morning, today is 15 almost near to 16th..... On first i went to hospital along with my mom,i thought its just a checkup later after an hour doctor said my mother has spinal problem and there will be only solution for ths is to get operated. Later wen requestd for an alternative, he said my mother needs to have COMPLETE BED REST for 15 days which screwed me up with these news... I spoke to my brother regarding ths his expresion showd of no interest.later from first day onwards i have been taking care of my mother. My eyes are very much warmd by lookng at my mother... 15 days on bed ooohhhhhhh god plz save my mother frm ths problem.............

Friday, June 11, 2010

On 10th final meet with my best buddies

On 10th
i Got up at around 9 in midhis house, i went to hostel and got up ready for project viva and left to college. our batch is 19th with will take late evening after all is done. we wandered whole morning outside.
After lunch some guys dint attend yet, then we got a chance to go inn, we finaly gave viva and came out......

Next plan at 4PM.. we went to bowling again at secunderabad, this time also i won with 77 points and midhin kiran with 59 and 53 respectively. we took some snaps over there and left from there at around 8PM.my treat to them

Another plan on same day.. we three went to NANKING resturant at sec. this is the third time which we went there. food was not good this time...my treat to them

From there we went to CINEMAX to watch a movie 'veedam'. that show was at 10.30PM, midhi ranjith as well, ranjith is doing 3rd year EEE who is a bit close to midhi. The movie was good but i hate it the way they treated muslims as all bad guys..we four came out at 1.00PM,

Srimans BirthDay is today on 11th, After movie we went to his house to wish him..
Sriman is a close friend of midhi and who is pilot studied in USA, sriman introduced all his firends. they are all good people.... after some time we all chacted with each others with jokes..

We sarted from Sriman house at around 2 am on 11th and and came to midhis. kiran and we both decided to spend this final day in his house. All is done and i started witting blog after exams....

Tomorrow night i am leaving to HOME nellore.....on 11th...

Chapter close with hyd.... may return back after 3 weeks i guess....

Had fun this day quite well... Hmmmm.......... is happpines comes at the end or sadness...? what ever it is i dont no..? i felt some feeling inside with my close firends...

worried now as if this might be my last meet witth all three... sad feeling in my heart... OOOOOOOO

On 9th jun

Ill Start with 9th

Today is raeez birth day... i miss him today bcz they people organized party at 4Pm rather than usal at 10PM, i told them i couldnt be able to attend... but its ok... some time happens and i wished him lately in the evening.

this day was not went good..
Spent my whole day on 9th midhis house only... actually kiran and I came to discuss regarding project bcz we had a seminar on 10th, but same story we all went on busy with our own works and at the end of the day we ot tensions in our mind remebering of a project viav on tommorow then we planned a bit and kiran left off and i stayed in midhis house in the night. there were some errors in my project code and i did this work till 4 in the morning and MIDHI is in his own world the psp...

AT around 8 Rameez called me to drop him to station, but i couldnt be able to go bcz i am with project work. i too felt bad of not going to drop him to station.

10 th is divyas birth day... I wished here late 4 in the morning. she replied in the morning at around 6.30, heard that she had a party till morning.. and was busy with his activities... and slept off

final day of exam in final year.....

Hmmmm..... its total different day in my life. from previous day onwards that is on 7th, instead of studying for exam on tomorrow we started playing FIFA along with safian and Raeez till night 2 am. after that i screwed a bit and tried hard to atleast complete half part of subject. so finally i decided and some how did 3 units and all night i dint slept at all. And exam gone well and Some guys started celebrating with crackers at the front gate of vasavi campus. it was quite Embrassing for getting crakers in the campus, but its ok for final years for one final time...
After exam we midhi kiran anirudh pasha and me went for lunch at Abhiruchi at jubliee hills.. this restaurent was the best at the HITECH CITY.. it was awesome seriously
After Lunch we all again went to secunderabad at Aligator where we played BOWLING.. which was good and that time it was the firsttime for me and what the strange was I won from all with scoring 116 and later anirudh was 102... this bowling was quite fun and we all enjoyed together,this day will be my memorable day, Must remember this day.
After this bowling game, we left to our places, but i went to my old room ie dadus room now. DADU(DADAPEER) is from ECE.
finally at around 12 i came to hostel. after a while i started writting blog for the day. half was done but i was so tired at that time and slept while writting and coulnt be able to post then.

SO final the last day of my engg life went onnn with fullon enjoyment..

Monday, May 31, 2010

Abt akthar bhai....

In the month of feb, my brother came to hyd for business work and he gave a cheque of some 90k, which he told me to collect on feb5, but the whom supposed to return money went on delaying till apr, but suddenly on one day in the early morning my LAPTOP was stolen and was shocked, i checked the whole apartment in all rooms in half an hour but of no use. he stolen it in my laptop bag. my bag contains only my college id card.
after two days i thought to check my wallet, i checked whole room but of no use and then i thought,wallet may be present in my college bag.after a while i remembered about cheque which i kept it in my wallet, which was lost. THIS IS THE HARDEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE TO FACE... really that time i was not in my control of what i am doing. then i immediately went to akthar bhais house who is a carpenter and he is the one who has dealings with customer.i went about 20km in search of him. when i met to him i told my whole story of how i lost my laptop and wallet. then i calmed me down and help me diff solutions of how face this situation and some how he made me fell free with this problem....
Then at that time i thought Akthar bhai.... ur kind hearted behavior and helping nature ,made me realize that some humanity lies for some unknown persons like me.

This situation ..........."damm man i will never forget this ONE..."

Friday, May 28, 2010

Never Foget people who does favours to us

Hey now i will tell some situations where strangers in my life helped me a lot in certain pathetic situations which i couldnt be able to handle alone by myself and i should vow them for their help.....
But as of whole i dint even spoke to them till now despite their help, see how selfish i am... But one thing i should tell u that

""" Every day in my life i dont find a single day with out remembering them and their help bcz i wish those situtions never would happen again in my life and those strangers to whom i will not be able to meet them again later """"

I thought to write them

I) This situation happened at my first visit to hyd, at starting of my engg life.. on first day i and my brother came to hyd early morning and planned to stay in my brother frinds house, His name is "C Krishna"
who lives in secunderabad in some area which i dont remember exactly as if its 3 years past na, we both stayed in his house for a day or so and requested him to help us in searching for my college MJCET, in spite of his office work he agreed and joined with us. whole day he was with me and helped in college registration process and entering into new college life with a lot of suggestions. after this first day college work is done, he helped me in accommodation for myself in hostel (CHANTI HOSTEL). After all his help i was able to succesfully settle down in hyd,
from that day onwards i always daily think to go and meet him and say thanks for all this but as of now 4 years has been completed and i dint go there still...

I myself start thinking as " I Am selfish person ".
MOTTO: is not forget any person who does a favors to you.

II)another is akthar bhai.... will describe about that situation later.. to be cont

planning a grand party

Final stages guys.. so i am looking ahead to organize a party with grand celebration. i thought to organize it after exams around 8th, but 9th rameez has an interview in banglore. 8th is the only day which will be comfortable for all i guess, but still i need to plan a survey first asking all the apt time form their side which they all will be free...

me,shah,dadapeer,uzair,safian,asif,sufwan are the sponsers and if i count the expected students who may come for party are around 30...(shocking) is budget for that many people is possible..? this is the main problem.. if i plan to give for two groups (old room, Hostel) individually then i should close bank account or bankrupt my self.

My tense situation reactions...

another day added to my life span.... i realize a thing that how i speak in a tense situation. In that situation i felt like an express train running with out any stop from my mouth with bunch of unordered words. then i thought as a sudden
" why i am hurrying my words...
have i got some work after this work ?
or am i scared to opposite people to whom i am speaking ?
or is my situation is worst than others as if i am begging sir to save my life ?
why i am so tensed with such simple situations ?
am i going to die in a while ?

why such situations scared me a lot....? ""

In that situations i lose my control from my self and i dont no what i am doing at that time.. such situations really embarrass me a lot.
such a tense situation is a worse situations occur in life....

then i thought " i should get such situations so that i may learn the tricks to handle or control them BCZ this situations will always atleast once when i enter into economical, social world"

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Waiting for hsbc call letter

hmmmm... today i thought to have fresh start and planned to start reading for my final exams of my engg life. But suddenly i got a call from my best buddy ANIRUDH. he said he got a call from hsbc and they ask him whether he will be comfortable in joining hsbc in pune. he replied to them " I am comfortable to work any where but i prefer to work in hyd as bcz i am a local and i will comfortable working near to my home" after they told him that they will call again later and hang up the phone. after that moment he called me...
then onwards i am praying to god to get a posting in hyd itself.. i cant go further long.. plZ GODDD...plz
sufwan also got the same call regarding posting and he said he is comfortale working there..
ohh man why these people want to work outside with this minimum salary in an expensive city.

Good to work in hsbc but when i go to pune then it becomes long for me to travel from home to pune. it takes almost two days to travel...


I AM VERY MUCH SCARED THAT " AM I GOING AWAY FROM MY FAMILY..? and am i am losing home town..? and are my intentions are changing towards city.?"

Plz god i dont want to go away from my family.. i want to develop a business in my home town and want to become a respectable person in NELLORE

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

miss a memorable moment in LIFE hurts a lot

Cynosure man... this event was awesome.. My rienda moiz,ahmed .. posted a video of cynosure event with a group of all friends. when ever i see this video again i will always remeber"I should have been there yaar".. emotion start roll out from my ears remebering of why i missed this.
From now onwards i promise my self to take part in any function,event or any ocaassion is not going to miss by me. it hurts later when u miss that moments.
the video which was posted was Awesome and emotional showing how we spend 4 yearrs of our engg life in MJCET and how friends mean to us.

Rest of all... Even though i havent met many of friends in college life who are in the batch but there faces always remain in my heart.

Why i show signs of shy when came a chance of meeting the girls,strangers came...
No this should not be happening i should change my attitude and promise to maintain friendly nature form now onwards.

Rameez birthday

yesterday night we celebrated grandly Rameez birthday by all gathering all together......
it was quite fun bcz no one seems to be conservative,, all are free with thier own moves and dances.


The major point understood here was.....
always try to make friends and be with friends when ever ur heart feels lonely and feels disturbed bcz they are meant to be helpfull as friends.

""" A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. """

""" “Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget.”"""

final stages in engg life

Its a great feeling at the final stages of engineering life... today is may 25th 2010, and i am from MJCET college hyd. at final stages our cse Batch organized aparty toall our cse batch mates. mohi was the oraganizer and main lead for this event. intially it was planned to organize only for CYNOSURE event heads only (CYNOSURe was a biggest event organized in our college life by CSE students for which i was not able attend.... this is my big mistake in my life where i lost some memorable moments), i was hurted a bit by this bcz only event heads are invited and its not fair... some how at the end they planned to call all on the previous day of the event... hurry i was happy then to attend it... ahaaaa
next day i got up early an dressed up soon and waiting for my best friend in engg life to come as we always go togther where ever we go... but he was a bit late....
suddenly i got a call to collect my scholarship amount and i was very much upset for not be able to go to the party....
this is another lost of happenies in my life........... i dint go to the party.
miss my CSE batch...